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Probably nothing is as important as to pray. But already long time almost every time when I was standing at my knees to pray, something was hindering me. I have been unable to pray, unable to find words, unable to concentrate attention, etc. My shame, I have almost ceased to pray. Any other problem can be resolved with prayer. But what to do if the problem is with prayer itself?

In Bible there is verse especially about what to do for prayers to not be hindered: (1Pet. 3:7) You husbands, in like manner, live with your wives according to knowledge, giving honor to the woman, as to the weaker vessel, as being also joint heirs of the grace of life; that your prayers may not be hindered. But how to do this when I have met my girl only in spirit?

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This can also be translated from Greek as You husbands, equally together in one house accordingly knowledge assigning a portion of paid price and Honor (by state or office which he/she holds) to the wife as to the weaker vessel and as being legal joint participants (having their assigned portions in a common deal, alloted to their names) of greeting gift of surpassing happiness of (active) life that your (near) prayers (or place of prayers) would be not cut off.

By my house I understand my weblog. Of the weblog of a husband a part should be equally allocated to the wife, so that the husband essentially assigns a part of paid price for Web hosting and of the state and office of being a blogger to the wife. (Otherwise how they would be equal joint participants of life?) From wife as a weaker vessel so is removed the worry to manage her own weblog. As so a new blog in the multiple blog engine should be created under the name of the wife to allocate her a portion (being equal in the house she shall receive the passwords and may also create more additional weblogs), and the greeting message for her is to be posted to note happiness together in the life as active (alive) bloggers. And the blog for public prayers shall be also created and this blog should be common for the two, for prayers to be near rather than cut off (separated) of each other.

So, virtual marriage should be managed.

I know that she was searching for a place which would be suitable for she to write. She was not wanting to simply create a new site or just to pay money to be published and so to be out-of-society as if she would write on a separate island. I know that she was wanting to join writing together. Now it is.

We have not met in flesh but we meet in spirit since 2002 year.

Anything have been witnessing that my wife is Mary Putina (Maria Putina), one of the daughters of the second President of Russia Vladimir Putin.

And now even one more testimony: In the same chapter of Bible about the wife is said (1Pet. 3:4) but in the hidden human of the heart, in the incorruptible adornment of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God very precious. Who is a more hidden human than Mary Putina?

Anyway, what could be a better test of the match if she can blog together with me?

To say something more: I have seen only two photos of she. One of the photos was of very bad quality and I don't count it. In the other photo there are both two daughters of Putin in very young age. Looking at this photo I though, both are very beautiful, and it is probable that they may have common persuasion with me, and they also are (hopefully really, not only accordingly diploma) of high education, so one of them probably could be a suitable match to be my wife, but anyway I will almost certainly not meet them. However I haven't take this thought as something significant or serious that time. I deem it would be inappropriate to not say that many men wanted to marry with a princess but I never wanted, but this is God's choice not my own.

I also ask she to forgive me all bad things which have happened with us. These has happened as result of my mistakes, but I had certain reasons which is even hard to explain, forgive me. I have done many things wrong, but the mysterious situation was very complicated and messed up, so much complicated that I cannot even tell, and I was unable to find a better behavior after enumerating milliards of variants even with computer speed which God has given me in that time in love also. I have even have intentionally closed my spiritual ears to not hear what Mary says but act blindly, for a reason which seemed very important, even more important than marriage with Mary, for me that time (to honestly say that I was not knowing certain things). Forgive my actions done in blindness and in complexity. But remember good things, all what I attempted to do, being surpassingly important, accordingly my understanding of the prophecy from God's Word.

We need to openly tell each other many things face to face from heart to heart. I'm almost sure that it will resolve the issues. And I know that near is certainly better than far. I love you. So let's remove the obstacles between us.

So joyful greeting! Welcome to my weblog, Mary, here is the blog reserved for you, your new propery . Write! Mary, your login is mary, you should know the password, don't you?

See also a version of this document on other my Web site.